Yes, i'm more depressed now than i was last time.

I went out last night with the old crowd from school and some other random people and to be honest - i kinda regret it and really don't.

i still love her completely, i still miss her completely and i still want nobody but her. But then again, we had problems when we were together so where does that leave me? eternal unhappyness! Great!

I have so many confusing feelings and so much i want to say, and get off my chest. Get off my chest? I now know what that means now, it's stuff that is so important to you that you feel like your chest is tighter and you want to get whatever it is that is causing this out. Maybe that's what it means anyway. Maybe i'm getting it confused with other terms which i would have once refered to as just silly; heart-ache/broken heart?

Anyway, i don't have the words to explain it all so i am going to stop trying.

I can't even be bothered to try and find a relevent or suitable picture.