Dear Blog.

This is my most honest post.

I feel like crying. I broke up with Sarah almost a year ago now, and we stayed friends a while but it was too painful so 3 weeks ago - we broke all contact. My heart, my chest, my head and my emotions have all now ganged up on me.

I feel miserable (listening to the cure again isn't helping!). I have just spoken to her on msn, and i think she has moved on, and i'm glad for her, but i know i haven't.

I really need to move on, find someone else and be happy again.

Ah well, the emotions are so powerful at the moment, it drove me to blog. i feel love, sad, anger, confusion and frustration.

I don't want to talk to anyone.

I don't want christmas.

I just don't want.