Oh dear, I'm still unbelievably depressed at the moment, and I’m a miserable sod to everyone around me because of it - I’m sorry if that includes you.

I don't know what to do about it or how to fix it, I’m generally not a depressed person, I’m usually pretty happy, and I’m afraid this is the first time I’ve really been down in as long as I can remember.

Anyway, hormones aside just for a minute - what have I been up to? Well, yesterday after work I went to my mothers after work to see them and try and cheer myself up - it worked thought it was temporary and now I’m back to where I was.

I've been really struggling to find things to do and trying to install Linux on a laptop with a knackered hard disk drive has also proven to difficult too - should I try the Virtual Machine approach that Paul suggested? Probably. Will I try it? Probably not, I’m so bored of trying to get this laptop working now that I am almost certain I will end up just giving it back to my brother to sell or throw out.

Spoke to my brother Nigel earlier for some help regarding electrical stuff and it was good to speak to him once the conversation went at a tangent to the electrical bit that I didn't really understand, how I wish I was intelligent but know that I’m not.

Also had a 2 message sms conversation with my sister Deb, which basically was about me asking her to take her TV back as I will be moving house soon and want to get as much sorted as early as I can. Aside from that, we talked about the house she is trying to sell and it turns out that if she's still not sold it in a year, I may get it. Doesn’t sound likely to me but then again you ever know? This organizing of stuff to be sorted, also led me to text Sarah about some of her old stuff to see if she wanted. I also text her again a little while ago to find out what she is doing tonight, I was thinking that maybe she would be as bored as me but I’m guessing that she's got plans and is off living them right now as she didn't respond.

What else?

Went to look at houses with Joe, Jen and Greg on Friday and there were 2 that stood out but I believe that we'll be looking some more this week - we need to get on with it now or we simply wont find anything!

I can't really be bothered posting any more - I need something to either take my mind off things or I need to go to sleep and with a lack of options I’ve decided to just go to sleep

Night.