Hello blogg,

been very busy doing nothing recently, watching a lot of the films on my list trying to catch up with the rest of the world and generally doing 'jobs'.

Yes, that's been my life since Sarah and I broke up the Saturday before last - I will not be talking about that on here. That doesn't mean you have the right to ask me about it, well, you have the right, but you probably wont get an answer - i don't want to share it with you, if i did - you'd know about it.

Anyway, watched a few classics (you'll see when i get around to uploading my films list!), tidied my room, done more washing than i care to think about, dishes are now being done as they are used (when i can) and i have started to get fit again-again.

I'm trying to adjust my system, doing it when i get home from work, instead of before i go to bed.

The next thing to do is sort out my diet - i don't mean go on a diet, i mean just eat generally less rubbish. Yes rubbish! - cos another of my things is to swear less, it's just not needed.

I'm also now on medication, WHY? AM I MENTALLY ILL?!?!?! No.. I can't hear anything as my inner ear is blocked and I've had something that i've refered to as a 'skin-growth' for a long time now, it's about half the size now and i feel like i'm losing an old friend - good, who needs old friends like that, i'm glad the little moron is going!

i feel more awake haveing done weights, sit-ups and had a shower since work, but i know that it's gonna take a lot of time out of each day to get carved outta wood - will it happed? probably not but a possible yes is better than the definate no you get when you don't even try.

anyway, time to add a little to my very private blogg and then dinner.

laters