FUCK!

I have no idea what i've done or what's happened, i don't think i even want to know but the whole world is turning to shit around me. I'm not saying it's anybody/anythings fault, i'm not saying it's my fault and i'm certainly not saying it's not my fault but something has gone wrong somewhere and quite frankly, i'm really disappointed in it all!

I feel utterly shit about everything and everyone. I've been a horrible person to someone that's been nothing but perfect to me and i think that someone, somewhere may be shitting back on me to teach me a lesson.

Everybody is saying i've made a mistake, or i'm wrong, or saying that i'm a fool but the fact of the matter is, nobody knows enough about the situation to comment fairly.

Aside from that, i am really disappointed in the way other things are turning out.

(More Blogg was removed - an unnecessary rant as i was cheesed off)